I don’t even know what’s happening. Have you ever felt like you’re watching your life go by like a movie? Today has been one of those days.
I’ve been trying to ask my best friend to go to prom with me, and i can’t find the guts to do it and i don’t even know why!!!! It’s not even a big deal. The worst that can happen is him saying no, which would leave me right where i am right now. Dateless. Now, I’m not one of those girls that absolutely need a date to prom. But the cute pictures would be nice, you know? I went to junior prom alone and had a great time, but i wanted this year to be different. I wanted to go with someone and who would make a better date than your best friend?! I am one to talk right? I tell everyone to learn from the mistake i made by taking that one extra step with a friend and screwing everything up. That makes me not even want to go with him. His friendship means a lot more to me than a prom date. Oh well. I’ll keep you guys posted.
That’s not even the bad part of today. My cousin is in need of my help and i can’t give it to her! We are extremely close cousins. She’s always there for and I’m always there for her, but at the moment, it’s really difficult to be there for her. You see, she’s in Florida and i am in Connecticut. If you pull out your little map, you can see all that space in between us. This is not okay. We live one street away from each other, and now she’s about eight states away. She needs me and i can’t be there for her. That’s the worst feeling. I wish i could fly down there and sit with her. She will be home on friday though. I can’t wait.
OH and now i’m on this new kick where i lie my way out of things. Not with my family or anything, just with like those people that really get annoying. I don’t really want to be busy 24/7 That’s not my kind of thing. And when you tell me, not ask me, TELL me that we are hanging out tomorrow morning like it’s some kind of privilege don’t expect me to want to hang out with you. Expect a lie.
All in all, not the best day. But! there are still four more days of vacation, and i need to make the best of them. I will regret it if i don’t.
Lessons That I’ve Learned
Nothing is ever as bad as it seems.
Please explain why you just stated following me on twitter. I am not about to let you creep on my life.
Absolutely not.
Go away.
I don’t like you.
kthanks.
Trying to calm down with a bedtime snack. Milano Melts and some milk.
Have you ever had one of those really bad dreams where you wake up and go “wow, that would have sucked if that really happened” Well that’s what this week has been like. More specifically today. I can’t wrap my head around everything that has been happening. I’m surrounded by too many dumb people and it brings me down. Don’t get me wrong, i can push through these last two and a half months before graduation, but senior year is supposed to be fun and i’m kinda not having any fun at all.
Dear that girl that ruined senior assassination for everyone,
Hey guess what! No one likes you now…literally no one. You complained about people making fun of you and now you have at least 108 enemies. Not to mention how you ruined this game not only for our class but probably for the rest of the senior classes to come. Way to go. I hope your mother is proud.
With no love at all, Lisa
Lessons That I’ve Learned
You can always hope for a better tomorrow. Keep wishing upon those stars because one day you’ll realize the reason you’ve been put through all this shit.
I was just scrolling along when this popped up, and i just wanted to say NO NO NO NO NOOOOOOOOO NONONONONONONONONO NO NO NO NO NO DON’T DO IT. JUST TRUST ME ON THIS ONE. IT WILL.NOT.WORK.OUT. I’VE TRIED IT. LEADS TO BAD THINGS. NO. JUST DON’T.
Happy Easter everyone :)
There is really nothing i hate more on this Earth than making decisions. Yeah i know i’m being dramatic right? No. I swear to you that i am being completely honest. I hate how the stupid zoo in forest park won’t call me back forcing me to work somewhere that i really don’t want to work. I hate how my brain is practically battling itself trying to decide whether i should just suck it up like every teenager out there and work at this place (after all, i need money for college next year) or risk not taking this job and waiting for the zoo to call. I bet they won’t but since i’m stupid i’m probably gonna take the chance of declining a job that i already have for something that won’t happen.
Oh look i’m extremely frustrated again.
I’m afraid that this is going to happen to me in senior assassination when i try to get my target
(Source: ForGIFs.com)
i know you are reading this right now because you made a post not too long ago. I’m sorry to be “that guy” but you should really be doing your homework right now.
Come on
Get off of your computer
Go do your hours of homework you have been complaining about
Log off of tumblr…..PPPFFFFFFTTTT just kidding don’t do that. I’m trying to get you out of high school not kill you.
But really you should be doing homework.
LOVE YA :)
I only met you once, and it was a couple of months back, but you were awesome. It’s really a shame that “only the good die young” because you had three boys that really cared about you. They are so unbelievably strong, and i admire them for that. You should be proud. I hope you rest peacefully and just know that i will be looking out for kev. I got him under close watch. I promise. <3
